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Monday, May 23, 2011, 4:01 AM
The Beginning
I'm not going to lie to you - I don't know why I'm doing this.
It's not like anybody is going to care about me, and/or my various thoughts about this life that I lead. But I'll just keep this as my place, my niche on the internet to vent, to talk, to work it out.
I'm sixteen and in college on a little red dot. I don't have much to go on, academic wise. I'm about to fail my Chinese and do crappily in a lot of other subjects. I'm fat, I'm weird, and I'm completely paranoid about anything and everything. I think the worst about what my classmates think about me, even when they're just being nice.
But I guess that's what life is about. Getting through it every day, trying not to dread the next.
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I don't care what you think.
It's me.
Shoelace Philosophy
My name is Rachel.
I write things.
I draw things.
I think about things.
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I'm sixteen as of 2011 and about as mature as a three year old.
I memorize things.
I know the Presidents of the USA as well as their fifty states by heart
And I'm not even American.
If I'm bored I'll memorize a deck of cards or two.
I'm a war historian.
I'll give you the event if you tell me the date.
I lie a lot.
I'm a pessimist - it's not much use being anything else.
I think I'm dumb, worthless, and pretty much good for nothing.
I loathe myself.
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I like to watch: Friends, Psych, CSI:NY, Monty Python, war movies, old movies.
I like to read: Mystery, Historical non-fiction, action fiction.
I like to draw: soldiers.
I like to write: war stories, stories about death, dying, suicide, etc.
I like to dream: about getting into Harvard.
But we all know that's not going to happen.
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+ The Beginning
+ May 2011
An accidentality production
Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D
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